Monday, October 27, 2008

History was made last night. Liverpool beat Chelsea. Finally, a team managed to step out and end Chelsea 86 unbeaten home run. Besides that, Liverpool look like a team beaming with confidence, ready to challenge for the trophy after 19 years. Its too early to say anything right now, it may turn out to be a flop.

Time will tell, wait and see.

Winner?

Loser?
U decide.


I have a friend in Macau. And today is his 18th birthday, but i cant celebrate with him. The most i can do is to wish him all the best. He have been a good friend of mine since primary 5 and he came from HongKong. The irony was that, I was not his friend initially. We hated each other. Then something special happened. I cant really recalled.

It turned out that we managed to remain in contact during our secondary school years. And over the years, we got to know each other better. When we were young, we dont treasure our friends. But when we got matured, we understand the importance of friendships and relationships. I am just pleased to meet him.

I remembered clearly, after our 'O's, we used to go out frequently. To the extent of boredom and sickness. Sometimes we take things for granted. At the end of day, all we did was regret.

When I chat with him on skype, I will not mention 'see you soon'. Because in reality, I seriously don't know when will I get to see him. Maybe years down the road when he plan to visit me. Till then, I hope we can continue to be friends.

Monday, October 20, 2008

My female cousin drove me home ytd. A few years older than me, smaller size compared to me and she was already driving. Bth already, next weekend confirm sign up for driving!

And i am getting myself some dive equipments. Mask, dry suit, fins etc. Considering going pro. Gotten quite a few dive caps to my name.

Oh ya, i managed to start doing my tutorials which is a good sign. Must maintain my form and improve my gpa.

I will Survive!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

I think i have fully recovered, that's good. But everytime i see my friends, they will ask me.' Why so black?' Then i will replied ' Oh cos i went diving' . I have lost count on how many times i said that. Felt irritated and sicked of it. Maybe they were asking out of curiosity and concern. If this the case than it's ok, other than that, i have nothing to say.

After doing some reflections, i came to a conclusion. If Xz were to go Tioman, he will understand that life is actually very simple. People in there have no worries. Everytime i see them, they were either laughing or smiling. Whereas in here, life is stressful. There is no need to further complicate it. Bacsically all the stress arises from all the high expectations given to us by ourselves.

The second night, some guys head to the pub to chill out. I don't think it is a place for me. I can't drink, i sux at it. Instead of wasting my time, i chose to do something more thrilling. I managed to hook up with another guy and we did a walk around the island. It was amazing. I got to appreciate the quiet side of life. I think sometimes in our journey, we need that kind of time-out.
If Xz were to experience that, i think i will still be able to see him in school tml.

Up till now, i still feel sorry for Xz. After his death, i blamed almost everyone for not giving him a chance. But blaming do not solve problems. Instead, he should give all of us a chance to help him. Anyway, what over is over.

I am Sorry, it's All that i can Say.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Wow! Truly satisfied with this trip. Excellent dives, met bunch of new friends. Especially the 4 NS boys. Haha. Quite ok with the accomodation, except for some insects flying around aimlessly. The food is edible. Perfect, I love it.

However, suffered burnt and side effects of staying under depth for too long. Don't worry, will recover soon.

There was a funny incident that i want to mention. During our second last dive, I saw a human faeces floating on the surface. At that point of time, we inflated our BCD to stay afloat before we made our descend. Then there is one joker, so blur that he drifted so close to the faeces even though we warned him about it. Guess what? He swallowed a small piece of that shit. lol. All I can say to make him feel better is to tell him that I understand all the SHIT that he been through. Ok, enough of my shit. Time for pictures
It's my Life.
Rain at my resortHeaven on Earth
Part of Tioman marine park

Mission Accomplished!






Friday, October 10, 2008

Leaving for Malaysia Pulau Tioman to dive this weekend. wohoo! Feeling excited, get to meet new friends. But somewhere deep inside me, feeling a little sad and lost. Why? Cos XingZong not joining me. He maybe resting at some quiet and peaceful place. We did a dive last april at Pulau Aur, his virgin dive at a beautiful island. It was an unforgettable experience.


But weeks ago, he chose a path where there is no turning back. Gone. We made a pact to dive this time, but it will never happen. Anyway 'what over is over, die die la' his favourite quote. I will accomplish his dream at the same time truly enjoy myself. See you guys soon!


Ah la la la la la la Life is Wonderful.
Under the deck
On the deck