I have already walked one fourth of my life on this earth. Looking back, I felt life has been quite good to me except for some misery that happened lately. Otherwise, it's perfectly alright.

As a child, no worries, no responsibilities. As a teenager, increased responsibilities but just continue to play and fool around. As an adult, we must account for our words and actions.

Actually, I am afraid of growing old but I know this is part of life. Inevitably, I will grow old and die one day. Once old, there are many limitations to life and I hate it. I want to run, swim, dive, sleep for three hours and still be fine. And I understand it will not last long.

Talking about life, tml will be my 'first day of work'. How am I feeling right now? Feeling ok, a little anxious but not looking forward to it. Why? It's simple, I am still fond of aerospace. When you love something so deeply before, it's hard to let go. It's been almost two years and still could not get over it.

I am still confuse about my career and what am I going to do in the future. To lessen my heartache, I promise myself to work for aerospace companies dealing with logistic.

Enough said, to all my 'handsome' and 'pretty' friends enjoy your ITP while you can. At least for now, we are the youths from SP.

They treated me so kind, I don't know what to do.